Well honestly life kinda sucks sometimes....It is awesome most of the times but this weekend I got some shitty news...To start my two best friends are both military kids so they were getting there posting's last week. I was so focussed on one because she thought he was moving I forgot about the other. So my friend who thought she was moving is staying and guess the F*** what my other best friend is moving to Africa!!
I couldn't stop crying. Because well I knew her parents wanted to get a embassy but they thought it would be until another couple years. But no this summer she is moving to africa... and I know people are saying you two will still facebook and skye but it isn't the same she is honestly the only person that I really love and I don't kine that in a gay way but I love her like my sister. She has been there for me to listen to all my shit and help me though so much. She has done more and beyond for me without knowing it. So I cried lie never before when I found out. And yes I am crying right know. I will miss her so much.
So at first I was thinking of all the ways to keep her here. Then I though I can't. It is just such a great opportunity I can't be the person telling her not to take it. Even if it is going to be hard. I can't be that person. So I think she should go for it. The other hard thing is that they want to bring me from what she has told me.
They are offering me a chance to go with them. Which I want to take but the thing is my parents have said no right away and I don't even now if it would work. So I am losing my best friend.
Which sucks because I wanted to go away for school in grade 12 and the I would have a grade 13. But the thing is she is coming back when I would be in grade 13 and probably out of the country. But if I do go away for the schooling we would be closer and maybe be able to see each other on holidays...So I don't know that would only happen if I got in and could pay which I don't know if I could...So this year I have to spend as much time with her as I can and that sucks considering we don't go to the same school... such is life... it sucks.